It's true when they say that one day, you wake up, and you realize you want out. One morning, I woke up and I realized I had been waiting for 10 years. It's enough time to give up.
I'm the kind of person who doesn't have a beef with others. My life, when it comes to relationships, is pretty boring. There's no drama. And although, I am not the best communicator out there, I retain the "Hi"s and "Hello"s from time to time.
When I was young, I had this close guy friend. To be honest, I treated him as one of my best friend, but one day he just ghosted everyone. I understand it was a difficult time and he wanted to keep distance. I waited. A few years later, he reached out to me for a favor. And then nothing again.
For years, this has always been at the back of my mind. Until one day, I realized he really doesn't want a connection anymore.
I'll stop thinking about whys.
Maybe some things just doesn't require a reason.
It just... ends.
I give up.
I think I should stop waiting for this friendship to come back. If he can just throw us away like that, I don’t think he’s a friend I would like to have again in my life.
Goodbye.
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